I have to say that I have been in a good mood almost all day. There were a couple of moments where I was kind of annoyed and almost angry, but for the most part, I have been in a good mood all day. On the other hand, my stomach has been bothering me all day.
One of my observations today is that I smiled more, and I tried to say something nice to random people today. Before getting on the bus, I talked to my neighbor briefly. After getting my coffee, I told the lady at Cafe Ono that I hope her day got better. While at the bank, I talked to the teller some, and at the gas station, I was polite to the lady ringing me up.
As for that person I was worried about? Well, she says she is 100% fine, and she wish I would stop asking if she was upset. I don't completely believe her, but I am going to try not to ask so much. However, I will continue to try to give her hugs. Oh. We might also grab a drink this weekend. Hopefully.
Technically, I am no longer employed after tomorrow. I talked to the other temp in my position, and we're not sure if we should show up on Monday or not. Part of me just wants to stay in, but more than likely I will go to work. Worst case scenario: I go home early.
When I got home, I noticed that my roommate had The French Connection from Netflix, so I watched it. I was going to watch The Muppets, but I decided to watch this movie instead. It was good, but I did not think it was all that great. However, the car-train chase was pretty sweet. Definitely the best part of the movie.
My friend challenged me to try a new beer today. I succeeded. It was Lagunitas Imperial Stout. It was tasty but strong. I believe it may be part of the reason I am ready for bed before 10:00 PM.
Did I mention that my side is hurting?
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Just a Day
When I awoke today, I knew it was going to be a day. Not bad nor good. Just a day. Well that is what it proved to be.
At work, I was somewhat busy, but I still had plenty of time to goof off. Actually, these are the kind of days I enjoy. I know I am productive, but I am not overwhelmed. Speaking of working, I am worried about someone, but that is a whole different story. Actually, tomorrow is my last day technically. My temp agreement is coming to a close.
After work, Alex #3 and I went to one of the Thursday Pub Quizzes. It was a small crowd but fun. We finished fourth out of five. For most of the night, we were in third, so our fall kind of hurt. Oh well. We guessed on a lot of answers. The word scramble killed us. Geochemical definitely makes more sense than chemiogical. Yeah. I made up a word.
On the whole, I failed at my goal of reading more today. On my bus ride in, I realized that I had left my book at work, so it was impossible to read then. At lunch, I decided to head back to the desk and do something nice for the people working. Only one of them took me up on my offer for something from Starbucks. Luckily, it was the one I wanted to. Still, I read some. Tomorrow I will do more.
Well now, I am going to get ready for bed. My 5:30 AM alarm will be here before I know it. Of course, I won't get out of bed until 6:20, but I am still feeling kind of sick. I need all the rest I can get.
At work, I was somewhat busy, but I still had plenty of time to goof off. Actually, these are the kind of days I enjoy. I know I am productive, but I am not overwhelmed. Speaking of working, I am worried about someone, but that is a whole different story. Actually, tomorrow is my last day technically. My temp agreement is coming to a close.
After work, Alex #3 and I went to one of the Thursday Pub Quizzes. It was a small crowd but fun. We finished fourth out of five. For most of the night, we were in third, so our fall kind of hurt. Oh well. We guessed on a lot of answers. The word scramble killed us. Geochemical definitely makes more sense than chemiogical. Yeah. I made up a word.
On the whole, I failed at my goal of reading more today. On my bus ride in, I realized that I had left my book at work, so it was impossible to read then. At lunch, I decided to head back to the desk and do something nice for the people working. Only one of them took me up on my offer for something from Starbucks. Luckily, it was the one I wanted to. Still, I read some. Tomorrow I will do more.
Well now, I am going to get ready for bed. My 5:30 AM alarm will be here before I know it. Of course, I won't get out of bed until 6:20, but I am still feeling kind of sick. I need all the rest I can get.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Hunting Lions
I don't know if this is true or not. It is just the way it is told, and it is the way I heard it. (Or read it I should say.)
When lions hunt in Africa, they split into two groups. One contains the young and strong members of the pride; the other has the old and weaker members. The two groups gather on different sides of the prey.
Now these old lions may not have as many teeth nor may they have as sharp as claws. However, they do still have mighty voices. When the time comes, the old lions release these deafening roars that terrify the prey.
Instinctively, the startled prey decides to run away from the perceived danger. They run the opposite direction Unfortunately, they run into a more dangerous and harmful situation.
After reading this story, I have been trying to apply it more to my life. Too often, I let fear control my life. When a situation arises, I run away. In doing so, I find myself still getting hurt. Unlike the prey, I believe I need to face my fears more.
Now in this current troubling situation I am dealing with, I hear the lions roaring. Part of me wants to just run away, but I know down that path I will just get hurt like I always do. I will just be letting myself down.
On the other hand, maybe I should try and run towards the situation instead. However, that seems completely fool hearty. By this point, I really should just give up, but then deep inside my a heart, a voice shouts, "No. Not this time."
Perhaps, the best solution is to walk, not run. That way I can easily change direction. If the situation gets dire, then I continue walking away. If while walking that way, I sense some hope, then I can easily turn around. Since I am walking, I won't have gotten as far. Proceed with caution both directions.
Just some thoughts.
When lions hunt in Africa, they split into two groups. One contains the young and strong members of the pride; the other has the old and weaker members. The two groups gather on different sides of the prey.
Now these old lions may not have as many teeth nor may they have as sharp as claws. However, they do still have mighty voices. When the time comes, the old lions release these deafening roars that terrify the prey.
Instinctively, the startled prey decides to run away from the perceived danger. They run the opposite direction Unfortunately, they run into a more dangerous and harmful situation.
After reading this story, I have been trying to apply it more to my life. Too often, I let fear control my life. When a situation arises, I run away. In doing so, I find myself still getting hurt. Unlike the prey, I believe I need to face my fears more.
Now in this current troubling situation I am dealing with, I hear the lions roaring. Part of me wants to just run away, but I know down that path I will just get hurt like I always do. I will just be letting myself down.
On the other hand, maybe I should try and run towards the situation instead. However, that seems completely fool hearty. By this point, I really should just give up, but then deep inside my a heart, a voice shouts, "No. Not this time."
Perhaps, the best solution is to walk, not run. That way I can easily change direction. If the situation gets dire, then I continue walking away. If while walking that way, I sense some hope, then I can easily turn around. Since I am walking, I won't have gotten as far. Proceed with caution both directions.
Just some thoughts.
To New Beginnings...
When I awoke this morning, I was in a terrible mood. My mind raced with sad thoughts, and I felt miserable. When I got to work, I was definitely not looking forward to the day.
However, I began a conversation with a good friend of mine (Yoshi FTW!). After working through some issues, my friend challenged me to make changes in my life. She wanted me to start following my dreams more and doing things for me. Shortly, my mood improved as I thought about what she told me and charged me with.
Where to begin? Well thanks to some help from Wendy and some reflection, I quickly decided upon two things that I really miss: blogging and reading. Back at New Year's, I made the resolution to read more, but now I am going to make more effort into reading at times than other than my morning commute on the bus. Secondly, I am going to start blogging again. Thus, a new blog!
In an effort to increase my chances at blogging regularly, I am creating this new blog. It will ultimately replace my xanga. Of course, it will follow the same format as the old. I will mostly discuss my daily routines. The purpose is to help me process through the events of my life and create a record for me to look back upon.
Wish me luck in this new endeavor.
However, I began a conversation with a good friend of mine (Yoshi FTW!). After working through some issues, my friend challenged me to make changes in my life. She wanted me to start following my dreams more and doing things for me. Shortly, my mood improved as I thought about what she told me and charged me with.
Where to begin? Well thanks to some help from Wendy and some reflection, I quickly decided upon two things that I really miss: blogging and reading. Back at New Year's, I made the resolution to read more, but now I am going to make more effort into reading at times than other than my morning commute on the bus. Secondly, I am going to start blogging again. Thus, a new blog!
In an effort to increase my chances at blogging regularly, I am creating this new blog. It will ultimately replace my xanga. Of course, it will follow the same format as the old. I will mostly discuss my daily routines. The purpose is to help me process through the events of my life and create a record for me to look back upon.
Wish me luck in this new endeavor.
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